Monday moring, 0500...Astoria, NY...alarm sounds
Little man in my head: "man, this is the most comfortable bed EVER...and it's cozy under the covers! Just cuddle with Jimmy for just one more hour."
Me: "nope."
Off went the covers and on went the workout clothes! Jimmy and I walked to the gym, laptop and water in hand, at dawn. (sounds like we're going to duel! well, we were...kinda!) Still sleepy-eyed and trying to get in the right mind frame to get our butts kicked!
We set up the laptop in the corner of the gym studio and pressed play.
I can't tell whether I like or hate that it starts out so fast. I guess it's good - sure wakes you up quickly so you can get the hard work goin'. Nothing like a heart rate of 175 within 20 minutes of waking up!!!!!!!!!
We were dripping - sweat was flingin' and our hands were so sweaty they were sliding all over the floor for the floor sprints! Serious DNA removal going on!
The little man...now awake and pissed off from being woken up at an ungodly hour, was just a fussin' at me. I literally was talking out loud to him during this workout. "KEEP GOING. I CAN DO THIS. I AM DOING THIS."
We made it to the end - not too bad - we took breaks and were huffing and puffing - but there was no vomiting or nausea today! I realized that I need to get some workout shorts - most of the pants that I wear to workout are usually capri length. By the end of the warmup, my pants are stuck to me and my shirt's come off (I'm in a sports bra...get your mind out of the gutters!!!!). Sweaty mess doesn't begin to describe it.
I make sure to wipe up the sweat puddles before we leave. Need to bring a camera to capture it one morning!
Got home, had Shakeology, prepped food for the day, got ready and came into the office. My mood was IN-CREDIBLE! I felt like I was on Cloud 9. Endorphins were kickin'!!!
So far soreness hasn't been bad. I feel it in my calves and the underside of my butt (Jimmy calls it where your butt smiles!). Lots of pushups today, so I'll see how my chest feels tomorrow - so far, so good!!! Recovery drink during this is a life saver!!!! But I feel like Bastian from The Neverending Story..."not too much (recovery drink)...we still have a long way to go!!!"
I've tried to up my calories for the day. I need to sit down and look at the food guide tonight - says I should take in 2130 calories to maintain my weight (which is what I'm trying to do!). That's almost double what I normally take in. So it will be an adjustment.
Had chocolate shakeology w/ soy yogurt, nut butter and almond milk for breakfast #1. Oatmeal w/ 10 grain cereal, protein powder, nut butter, chopped almonds and frozen berries (this was a BIG bowl of goodness!!!) for breakfast #2. An apple and almonds for AM snack. Leftover pasta w/ red sauce for lunch. Then I have celery and nut butter for my PM snack and will probably have salmon and brown rice and maybe a salad for dinner. And then I'll put in my food, and see if I need a little something before bed. I feel like an eating machine! But I need to - with this program I will be a lean, mean, eating and fighting machine!!!! ggrrrrrrrr!!!!!!
The amazing thing is that I don't feel tired at all. Yes, getting up at 5am wasn't all sunshine and roses, but I can't tell you how great it felt to tackle that first thing! Such an amazing way to start the day. And to have Jimmy there to tackle it with me made it that much better! But I feel so great right now that I'm going to hit up Power Yoga tonight!!!!
I think I'm going to take weekly progress pics - and then pics on the fit test days. My abs feel tighter already and my whole body feels strong. Looking forward to being able to see improvements as I go through the program. Taking less breaks, jumping higher, squatting lower - things like that. I know there were moves from the Fit Test that I can improve on form wise - and so my numbers from the Fit Test might go down, but now that I know proper form, there's no cheating!!!
Jimmy's travelling the rest of the week, so I'll be on my own. But I'll be up and at 'em at 5am every morning. It's like ripping off a bandaid - better to do it quickly than to make the anticipation drag on. Get it done first thing - then the rest of the day will be smooth sailing!!
Monday, July 20, 2009
Good morning, Shaun
Saturday, July 18, 2009
It's begun
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
The little man...
So I am getting ready to undertake a new workout program. It's called INSANITY. And it's aptly named. It's Beachbody's latest release and it's touted as the toughest thing they've ever put out. Jimmy had the privlege of being in three of the DVDs. He thought he was in great shape...until he went through the auditions and filming of INSANITY. He said he was nauseus in the warm up...I knew I had to try it but when he would describe these moves, I just kept thinking man, there is no way that I'm going to be able to keep up with this.
Why...why was that the first thought in my head?
I didn't know what these moves looked like, yet I chose a negative reaction as my first first response. Who knows, Jimmy may be fit, but it might be something that I could dance circles around him doing. I didn't know. All I knew was that he was wiped by the end of the shoot.
Far too often, we second guess ourselves and sell ourself short. I'm very guilty of it. I'm trying to get better at it. Trying to have more of an open mind about things and not to have an initial negative reaction. But it's tough. It's something that is so embedded that it's automatic. And it takes a lot of focus to change that.
As the delivery date of INSANITY soon approaches, I keep thinking I CAN DO THIS!!! I WILL DO THIS!!! And yet, like the little man with the hammer that lives in your head when you have a headache, this little man in my head keeps saying "are you sure??...this is some pretty intense stuff". Really?!?! Come on, man...
Then yesterday, I was poking around in my Coaching Back Office and there were testimonials up from the people who'd gone through the test group. I watched Alysia's first. 40 year old mother of twins. Holy cow. She looked amazing. I have to admit that I got choked up and a little teary eyed when I watched this. I want to be in that kind of shape after I have kids. Wow... The little man in my head grew quieter.
Later in the day, I watched Rachel's story. Rachel was a fit gal to begin with, but man oh man, she looked incredible after!!! The video showed her pushing through some of these moves and just giving it everything that she had! The little man stopped talking.
Then I realized what was making the little man in my head say all of those things. It wasn't fear or self doubt at all. I know that I can do those moves, even if I have to modify some here and there. I know my body well enough and I am comfortable doing modifications until I can go at full speed. I am also a hard worker and if I have a goal, I push to reach it. And I know that there's that fire in me - I see myself, in my head, doing these moves with the people in the video.
I know that I have it in me.
And I think I've figured out where the doubts are coming from.
laziness.
We can all get up and halfway sleep thru out workouts, or phone in some kicking, punching and squatting. But with INSANITY, there's no half-assing it. You have got to give 110% from the time the DVD starts til the time you crumble onto the floor in a pool of your own hard work.
And it always seems so easy to make an excuse as to why we should take the day off from working out - or just do something easy to say that we did something. Or to just stop mid-workout. We convince ourselves that these things are all acceptable and slowly start to get away from the hard work ethic and drive that started us on this workout journey to begin with. I do this a lot - I bust my butt and start seeing great results and then I get complacent with them. And then I just kinda coast thru and then fall off the wagon.
This is all changing.
With my June buckle down month, I really pushed myself and it felt soooo great. I have a refreshed spirit about the whole thing. I realized that I'm not doing it for anyone else but me. The time that I spend working out is time to work on ME...outside and in. And it is precious time, so I have to make the most out of it!
That little man in my head is an evil little man. He's going to be there when I push play, and when I am huffing, puffing and nauseus near the end of the workout. But I'm going to crush him quickly. He will not be able to stick around because I am a fighter and a hard worker and I am ready to tackle this!!!!
Here's what it looks like - let me know if you want to try it - we can tackle it together!!!
bit.ly/vdtuY
*stay tuned for before pics!
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Dusty Bottoms 2009

We got back this morning from a really great couple of days in Jacksonville, FL. The occassion: Dusty Bottoms 2009! What's Dusty Bottoms you might ask???! Let's see if I can give a short version...Jimmy & I got married in 2003. Jimmy had two friends that he went to college with, Dave & Erin, and he invited them both to our wedding. Dave & Erin had a past - and they were coming unbeknownst to the other...long story short, it was a good thing that they both decided to come to our wedding. They began dating again and got married New Year's Eve 2007. They had one of the neatest weddings - it was laid back and low key - and we met and got to know some really great people. We all said that we'd love to get together every year since we all became close friends - we said this after our wedding, but it never happened.
Labels: vacation
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
A little goes a long way...




Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Let the sun shine....
So I was going to vent a little about "National Donut Day" - but it got a little to negative. And the sun started shining on this doom and gloom kinda day, so I thought I should spread a little positivity!!!
Lots of blessings have come our way -
We are signing up lots of new coaches to our Beachbody Coaching Team - I'm so so so stoked that so many people are wanting to change lives and make a difference!!! It's a great win-win opportunity - we help people transform their lives, and Beachbody pays us! Not a bad gig if I do say so myself! Anyway - lots of people are coming to us about this great opportunity and it makes my heart happy!!! (Not to throw out a shameless plug, but...) If you'd like to hop on the Coach-wagon with us, please let me know! It's so rewarding - in more ways than one!!
Jimmy and I are both starting a new chapter of our lives...no, we're not pregnant...we're both studying to be Group Fitness Instructors!!! Studying starts today and we test in mid-July. My goal is to be comfortable enough with it to be able to start teaching Turbo Kick at our local gym by the end of the summer! I'm also getting certified in Turbo Kick at the end of the month. It's a specialty certification and I'm REALLY excited about it!!!! I'd like to start teaching at a rented studio in Manhattan ASAP maybe once or twice a week to get practice before going to the gym! I'll post details on that as soon as I get that certification (at the end of June!) - I'll be looking for guinea pigs to come workout with me to help me get comfortable teaching TK! Stay tuned for those details!!!
I'm a little nervous at the short time frame before the GFI certification - but there's a study guide that breaks it into a 30 study period, so that will be handy to figure out where to start and what to learn!! Then there's the practical part of the exam. I'm not terribly worried about it - but I think I'll feel more comfortable once I bury my nose in the book and start becoming familiar with things! Like most things - I have a fear of the unknown!!! But I'm so thankful that Jimmy will be there with me!!
We joined a local gym - Evolution Sports Club. It's a gorgeous gym that's a few blocks from our house. They offer free yoga and spin classes - along with a bunch of other classes! Goal is to hit yoga twice a week which will be so great (Jimmy's rockin' the spin classes)!! Went to Vinyasa yoga last week - soooo nice! I'm bummed that I'll miss it this week - I'll be running in a 5K for work!! But this where I'd like to teach - so I'm so excited! They have a gorgeous studio and are getting ready to add on an additional studio! I've also started running each morning - just have time for about 20 minutes each morning - but man, it is a great way to start my day!
I never thought of myself as a "gym person" - but I've really liked going! Granted, I go at 5:30am during the week and about 7 or 7:30am on the weekends - so it's pretty empty! But it's just nice to be able to add something else to my workout repertory! I'm still lifting and doing other workouts at home - but nice to change things up now and then!!
I read a great book called The Writing Diet by Julia Cameron - and in it, she talks about writing Morning Pages - 3 handwritten pages in a journal each morning. It's a way to unlock your creativity and to help get pent up feelings out on paper, so you can be more productive! So now I set my alarm for 5am each morning and write for about 20 minutes - then head over to the gym for my morning run. It's a perfect way to start my day - clear headed, focused and ready to conquer what lies ahead! Nice to have that "me time" first thing in the morning. Sometimes Jimmy comes to the gym with me - which is fun - but I like the writing first thing - nice quiet, peaceful way to start my day. And TOTALLY worth the early alarm!!!
I picked up The Writing Diet to help people who over eat, say they have problems sticking to a meal plan and give into snack attacks. I found it to be really enlightening. I'm not looking to lose weight - but like most people, I sometimes succomb to cravings - be it a piece of dark chocolate or ordering out for lunch instead of eating what I prepared. Jimmy and I are getting ready to shoot a couple of spots for P90X on QVC at the end of the June. So June 1st we began being really mindful of our workouts and our food intake. Just pushing ourselves to be at peak performance by the end of the month. It's been a lot of hard work - and we're starting to see really great results....anyway...so the book has been really great with helping me during those times when an Amy's no cheese vegan pizza tempts me (I eat the whole thing...sigh). I highly recommend it - it's a quick read and full of really great info - why we overeat, why certain things tempt us, how to get around those pesky cravings and lots more!!!
Sunday Funday workouts in Central Park are going really well. We've had new faces come each week and are excited to see people come back each week!!! It's been GORGEOUS the past 3 weeks - so it's a great start to Sunday - working out with friends in the sunshine! We met this man - his name is Jimmy - he's got to be in his mid-70s - he's there doing his yoga stretches every Sunday - and he gets on the pullup bar and does some amazing balance stuff. He blows my mind! Said it's all because he started doing yoga about 30 years ago. I want to be that strong and agile when I'm his age. He's an inspiration!!! (Another shameless plug...) If you want to join us for Sunday Funday workouts - we meet at the Northwest corner of 85th Street and 5th Avenue at 10am each Sunday. Most of the workouts are Legs and Back - some chest work if the ground's dry! And it's suitable for all fitness levels - we have modified, regular and advanced moves for everything! So bring a friend...or two!!!
As a result of my Morning Pages - I've found my way back to tap class! It's been probably close to 3 years since I was in class last - so I was a bit nervous that something that I'd like to think I was pretty good would be gone. I think I held my own - its was an Advanced Beginner class - there were some challenging things, but I wasn't the weakest in the class - not the strongest in the class either - which is just fine by me - gives me something to work at. I was just so thankful and happy that I still had it...a bit rusty, but it'll come. It felt so great to be back in my taps!!!
I'm sure there's more - but that's about all I can think about for now. God has been really good to us - and we're so thankful for the many blessings- and excited to see what lies ahead!!!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Forget Cloud 9 - this is Cloud 2620!
So I just had probably one of the most AMAZING weekends of my life!




